Ya know what, I'm having one of these #downdayswhere everything feels like too much effort. I'm fed up, I'm exhausted and to be quite honest I've also had enough with people. I woke up absolutely fine, #normalya know sipped down my coffee and thought to myself "let's make this day a good day" but that soon changed and I realised today I'm #annoyed, I'm #irritable, I'm snappy and I'm not the best version of me.
Does my struggle detect who I am as a person? Do days like this make me horrible? Is it even okay to feel this way? What's the best way to deal with this? I ask you these questions because I'm sure I can't be the only one who has these days, I can't be the only one loosing the battle, I know I'm #strongI know I'm better than this, but right now I'm not, right now this is the #truth, this is me right now. I can't just sit here and "get one with it" or "change the way I'm dealing/coping with these things" "I can't just turn it on or off" but I guess unless you've felt this way you simply wouldn't #understand it, so don't stand on the outside looking in and #judgeme, don't decide what I feel or think for me, because I'm the one who #determinesthat, I'm the one who has the right to tell you how I feel from my own perspective not you..
Basically what I'm trying to show you is that life isn't always that #hunkydoreyshit that you see plastered all over the #Internet, people don't just snap out or into things overnight. Same goes for #fitness, you don't just suddenly wake up with #abs, you have to train and work your flipping ass off to have that, you have to be able to stick to a good #honestdiet. People presume everything in life comes #easily, you presume someone's #happyfrom one #photographon the Internet, you look from the outside in - you don't see the real life shit that people go through because that shit isn't attractive! We need to remember real life, stop assuming everyone's #perfector has there life together, stop presuming shits going to be easy because it isn't. You may be happy now, you may be down now but #itsokayYou're human, just do what you want and need to do for #yourselfand not to please another ✋ #blogger #life #instagram